Finally up and running...I think.
Im looking for something. Not sure what it is. Not sure ill know when ive found it. Not sure if i want the search to end. But this is my start. The begining of my hunt for something bigger, better, more exciting than what i have, have had, believe is possible in my life.
Ive always thought there was an alternative me. Living a life of cocktails and parties, travel and adventure, money and friendship. Me but with added extras. A me that was braver, fitter, more charasmatic and richer. Who not only was given opportunities but who actually reached out and grabbed them and used them to their greatest advantage and who would not let them just slip away.
This last year has been one of my most difficult. Ive suffered true loss. Ive learnt that life is...no... can be.. cruel and unfair. Ive learnt that you cant wander through life thinking ill just do the groundwork then reap the rewards later. What if that opportunity doesnt come. You spend years living life thinking ill do that later, when i get time, ive got plenty of time to....There may not be the time you think. This is not to feel morbid and definately not to think that you can just quit your job, sell your house and blow your savings although this is very tempting concept. I hate the live for the day rule when its taken to the extreme. I hate when people dont think of the future past the next week and only care about the moment. What im saying is that you should live alittle even if you cant live alot. Look out for those opportunites that you may of in the past let slip and make something of them. Reach out and grab them, dont let them pass you by.
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